Ok, there is a kink in superman’s armor and Moses need a few arms lifted! It has been a push and man I am getting a bit weary.
You ever fight and dig and seemingly you hit walls then fear and doubt become present; I seem to be in that mode right now! I know “ it will be alright”, but let me commiserate a bit. Along with the weary mind and body I feel a bit vulnerable right now.
Most who know me has seen me operate at a high level of confidence and predictability……but right now I am being educated in navigation in the dark with a Bic lighter.
I am learning to find a place in me that is apart from anything except my core trust in Christ to hold me on task till I see a “next step”.
We all expect human relationships, or vocation, or self worth to stable us but when it comes down to it we don’t have many bargaining chips when the doctor wants a deeper look.
Here are some staples for me right now!
Galatians 6:9 (NLT)
So don't get tired of doing what is good. Don't get discouraged and give up, for we will reap a harvest of blessing at the appropriate time.
Ephes. 3:20 (NLT)
Now glory be to God! By his mighty power at work within us, he is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope.
You ever get weary? What do you find as an anchor?
No one read too much into my psyche by this blog! I will make it…might even be highly educated once I LARN a few things!
